Tuesday, May 15, 2012

If only writing was easy

They other day I had a dream of a few Charas of an Idea that's been going around my head.

My friend always tells me that she loves my writing and the few fanfics that I have posted here and there other people seem to love too. When I get to writing a story, I always only get snippets of what's going on. I don't usually outline the story, I go along for the ride too, this one, I have a basic knowledge of what's gonna happen and I DO know how It's gonna end however, I am missing the whole middle part of the story. Of HOW they got their HEA.

But every time I sit down and open word or get a sheet of paper out...

A FUCKING BLANK

Nothing flows out. Yet, the moment I put it away, The Charas are screaming at me and telling me this adventure and I end up daydreaming about it but at the end of the day..again... I can't seem to write anything down.

I used to be able to listen to music and get what I had that day out but now... It's just a nuisance. A major distraction.

Maybe it's a slump. Maybe it's stress. Or maybe the story isn't ready to be written.

All I know Is that I have all these snippets saved everywhere and no way to connect them because when I try to complete that snippet or chapter I hit a mental wall.

It's sad because lately I have so been wanting to write something. I love my characters and I want to write their story, Even if only for my friends and not to publish but... ~sigh~
I get nothing...

My writing block is as strong as ever...

I hope one day soon I can break out of this block and write freely because I would hate to see my little Charas die in my head without ever seeing the light of day.

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